Naughty me

I think I just got a telling off.

It was kinda disguised as 'advice' but I'm pretty sure it was really a telling off.

Ironically, I wouldn't even be in this situation if they hadn't sacked the person who really should be attending this meeting tomorrow. But that's not an excuse - my communication skills are appalling, I've always known that, but still, it does smart a bit.

Y'see somehow, I've ended up with more responsibility. Really on this contract I just do the grunt work. It's the person they got rid of, the former project manager, that understands it, that manages it and decides what's what. I just crank the handle each month.

But the new person in charge of me knows next to nothing about stats. So I end with the job of coverign that angle... but unfortunately I don't know a lot about stats either. Not in terms of detail, and the meeting tomorrow sounds like it's going to focus on detail.

Well, that's really cheered me up :(. I was doing quite well recently, but this has really put a kibosh on my mood.

I just want to curl up in a ball and let the world do its thing without me.